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Wednesday, July 16, 2003
Measured
the swatch and - OOPS - it is SO far off gauge. Their 28
stitches is supposed to give 10cm (4in) but I have almost 12cm. So I
did the math and I'm going to make their size 34 which should come out
big enough to fit me. Kind of scary, though. But trying to knit really
tight for the entire project won't work. Doesn't continental knitting
have the rep to be looser than english anyway? I think so. Am I continental?
Yes. Totally.
Size 34 - cast on 114 (finished size: 92cm/36")
Size 36 - cast on 122 (finished size: 97cm/38")
If: 28 st = 12 cm
Then: 114 st = 48.85 cm
48.84cm x 2 = 97.7cm (38.5")
The truly baffling part is that my body fluctuates
from 35" to 37"! WTF! (a la Miss
Bonne...) But I did follow the prime directive and bravely measured!
The Stitch&Flip Quilts book came from
Amazon! I had pondered Miss Megan's
sewing machine dilemma when it comes to yarn/fabric/book buying. I did
check (3) local quilt stores but it was not in stock. That's capitalism
for you. Supply and demand.
Now I get to go through my fabric stash.
Speaking of stash... I prefer to grow my stash naturally - from leftovers.
I never buy yarn "just because" or without having a pattern.
I just pretend the yarn store is my stash. I just think yarn & fabric
goes out of style - and why would I want to make last year's fashion?
And I'd feel too guilty having yarn waiting for me to make something,
having spent the money and then not knitting it. And then, you never
have enough for what you want to make, can't find the same dye lot anymore,
etc. That has happend a few times for me with fabric for clothes, so
I just buy it for the next project at hand. There is always more to
be had at the store.
I worked my swatch last night and figured
out the most challenging part of this pattern. I felt slightly stressed
when I realized that I did not know how to read & understand cabling
instructions (C6F, C5B, T4F, etc. WTF?!) Until of course, I decided
to read the pattern from the beginning, and it's all right there, spelled
out. I haven't measured my gauge yet, I'm just sitting back and admiring
my work!
It's Debbie Bliss Cashmerino Aran, and pattern
is in her book number four.
I indulged in another secret pleasure yesterday
(no, not cigarettes, not mj, not even Ben & Jerry's ice cream) I
layed out in the sun. In Golden Gate Park in the panhandle, wearing
my bikini. Oh, it felt soo good to have the sun shine on my belly! And
I had some B&J chocolate fudge brownie frozen yoghurt. Yum! All
this is supposed to be so BAD for you, but how can it be? It feels good
and it probably balanced my brain chemistry.
I learned
something yesterday. It has to do with this cocktail party,
and I'm feeling very relieved. Miss Alesia set me straight, she is our
receptionist and she knows whats going on. See, whenever there is an
office event happening, I feel like I'm back at the highschool prom,
and I need a date to prove my self-worth. All of my office mates
are married or have girlfriends (except one) and I don't want them to
think I'm weird or there is something wrong with me when I don't bring
a date. I actually feel like I have impress these people. When I told
Alesia this, she was really surprised! She said, these people don't
add one red cent to your paycheck! And they can't take one away! So
no need to care what they think. Suddenly I remembered what I learned
from one of the xmas parties - I brought a guy who totally sucked (was
late, got drunk, came on to me in a disgusting way even though I was
dating his supposedly best friend) - I am a much cooler and stronger
woman if I can go to these events alone, and not care. And even better
- leave everybody wondering about my personal life, which isn't their
business anyway. So there.
Today, I'm going to the fabric store! The
Black Cat. I am really curious about these stitch&flip
quilts.
I know I don't like paper piecing (I hate
removing the paper afterward) but I feel some creativity coming one.
And I want to play with my antique Singer. (Pics of my rigs to come.)
And I really fancy the purple and green combination, oh my fingers are
just itching to work on this!
And, then... oh I am SO looking forward to
this - I'm going to buy the yarn for the Debbie Bliss cardi!
Yay!
I found $125 worth of medical receipts which
I turned into HR for a flex check - how is that for creative financing?
A tax free sweater! :) Ha! Feeling just as smug as that model's smile...
My new,
interim boss is throwing a cocktail party. That is pretty
remarkable considering that I work for engineers but it sounds like
we found him a sweet pad with views of both bridges. This is a great
improvement over the last boss whose wife we never even saw once in
five years. So the invitations says to bring your significant other,
and that opens the question, are S or K significant? I invited one of
them but haven't heard an rsvp yet. (If worst comes to worst, I guess
I can advertise for a fake boyfriend on CL, like this
poor girl in NYC.) Also, do I get to buy a cocktail dress for a
cocktail party? Then the company picnic is one week later. I haven't
attended one of those ever, but each year I had the good excuse of being
on vacation.
So I spun last last night! Here is the first
skein of Shades
of Sky:
click me
I've decided I'm going to ply it, as well
as the other yarn I've spun so far. Some of it plied itself and convinced
me that it wanted to look more, uh... jumbled up.
Oh, and here we go - so close! 99% done!!!
(click it)
We need a little ribbon to go around and
through the eyelets just next to the purple lace. I think it's part
of the clever design - the ribbon will make it fit better and keep the
straps from stretching while I wear it. I hope. I need to go to Britex,
(the place where the most stuck-up people in the universe get to work)
you can't beat the selection.
I really
earned my money yesterday and I'm actually busy today, too.
I came home and needed a martini. I got to use my favorite line "sorry,
too late, the drawings are already at the printer" (insert evil
CAD Mgr laugh here), though.
So here's progress on my pretty cami - the
complete picture and a close-up on it's little lacy border.
(click this one)
I think I'd like it to be more fitted, but
whatever. It wasn't that way in the pattern but one day, I'm sure, I'll
be good enough to actually modify one. :)
OK. So I just checked my bank balance, and
after all my bills are paid for this month, I have $440 left for food
& laundry. Can I buy yarn?
Sunday,
and it's still quiet and foggy but I'm feeling less tense
and less anxiety today. I had a good time with S yesterday and drank
a little too much wine, which probably has something to do with me loosening
up. I also got to drive at 100 mhp on the way up there (hehehe) and
did not get caught, which is a very good thing. I really loose my judgement
quickly when I drink alcohol (the speeding was however, a sober decision,
not a DUI, I'm not THAT crazy) and in retrospective, I'm worried
I said some things that would be well, not so good to say while sober.
See, S and I decided to have a platonic relationship, but I like to
tease him. Which I really really should not do (it's not nice for him
and kind of tacky on my part, isn't it?). Damn alcohol. Ah, but you
can't change the past. And if you always tried to live your life so
that you would not regret the past, that would be a whole lot less fun.
Right? Right. So don't worry.
On the knitting front, I'm very exited because
I'm finally getting to the really fun part of the cami - knitting the
little V-neck and the lace and the straps. You can see it under my "reading".
That's the part I'm working on today, and if it gets too hairy, I'll
do it in the company of other knitters at Helen's store.
Survived
the Holiday. It's Saturday and I get to go up to Sebastopol
and visit with S which will be fun. This will be a good contrast to
the last two days which dragged. Big time.
Thursday I took the day off from work because
it's been so slow and boring but because it was that time of the month,
I felt extremely tired and exhausted. I feel a lot of anxiety around
holidays. Usually I feel like a loser because I'm not doing what every
other American is doing - having a BBQ on the Fourth and jetskiing with
all their cool friends, for example. It helps when I do the things I
like (knit, quilt, sew, bead, cook, exercise) but Thursday, I was just
too tired to plan anything.
I did move furniture in my sewing room and
that's kind of cool. It feels all open and ready for something new now.
I put away all my sewing stuff because I haven't been sewing at all
lately. Including the table I had my machine on. It went to the garage.
I am hoping that this will wake up my creative spirit to be inspired
to make one of these stitch
& flip quilts.
Yesterday, I spun the first bobbin of the
shades of sky fiber. Oh, how beautiful it is! It's long, smooth and
silky fibers, and the blue variegates. I got my singles to be very nice
and even. I'm still stuck on plying - don't know if I should or not,
and if I do, how to make my skeins into centerpull balls without a swift
and without big tangles? <sigh>
Then I made a lemon tart and a chicken salad.
Cooking is usually therapeutic for me, but yesterday, that didn't really
work either.
And then I OD'd on knitting. I finished the
left front of the Saffron cardie, and I knitted 8" on the front
of the cami. Knitting is calming but it also does not occupy the mind
and I am still left to deal with my thoughts while I do it. The sky
is overcast and foggy gray. I'm getting out of here.
My blog
broke... I don't know how to fix this other than trying
to re-upload it again and again. It looks fine on my local compi, honest.
It's making me sad.
Here is what I've been drooling over lately,
and I think this will be my next project, once I get the Saffron sweater
or the cami finished:
I love the shawls everyone is making, especially
these,
which Caroline links on
her blog. Once in a while I get very tempted to make one in Suri
lace yarn, but then I pass. Would I ever wear a shawl?
Finished the back of the cami yesterday,
and started the left front for the Saffron sweater.
Went to
the mall at lunchtime - and that's enough consumerism for
me for a long time. San Francisco Center is complete with an Abercrombie
store, mall music, mall marble, etc. (ugh), but I *needed* a new lipstick.
Boys like lipstick. After reading Miss Anna's
blog entry yesterday, I'd been dyeing to try out that Black Honey Clinique
lipstick she mentions. She's not a knitter, but she has a ferret, which
is even better than a cat. Alas! Black Honey did not look good on me.
It looked like I wasn't wearing anything. I tried a few Clinique lipsticks
but felt they all looked unnatural on me, so I went back to MAC.
Love MAC! I got Plum lipliner, Cosmo lipstick and Pink Radar nail polish,
bought it from a guy who wore more make-up than I ever do, left happy,
and went to VS' sale to stock up on cute knickers *grin* - (that's a
hint!).
Bought cute shoes as well yesterday, almost
worthy of mentioning on Miss Velma's
blog, but she is dealing with some other c**p right now, so go send
her some good vibes. Shoe pix will come after I do the pedicure.